I am at my wits end. I have worked hard for everything my whole life and I can tell you a million hardship stories. I can tell you about being abused, and used and making dinner out of nothing in the cupboard and having a spinal injury with screws and plates in my spine and being pushed down stairs by the man I loved for many years, but I can't beat this illness. I have been sick for a year now and lost my job because of muscle failure and loss of control, I have been told a name for this disease I have, it's called Hypokalemic Periodic Paralysis. It is a type of Muscular Dystrophy. It has ruined my life and my husband of 12 years left me and took our 3 year daughter to Texas and abandoned myself and our 11 year old son, who is a professional gymnast.He is at the end of his career now. It shattered our dreams. I was at the end of BA work too. I have no more dreams. I am drowning in poverty. I have lost my 3 year old daughter, and my husband. My son lost his father and his sister.
I am ever so grateful for the postings to my plea for help. I have finally qualified for disability, but, became worse in the process. I can only type for short periods of time and have to use a wheel... see full post